Holidays never felt better! The feeling of total carefree is so amazing. I used to take it for granted, but after my recent test, i had been worrying and worrying and every night on the bed, i would think and worry bout studies and results and that feeling sucks. Needing not to worry about anything , that is actually a blessing, so dont take it for granted and appreciate every sec of it!
Lets see wad i have accomplished so far in the holidays, i started building my jelly-ish body and tho results arent distinct (yet) but im still building and trying to have the right diet.
Bonding! Family bonding in particular. During the exam days i would put on a stressed up face and give one word answers . like, um, ah , yes, no. felt the distance growing in those days. i talk to my mum and dad more and bully my sister more nowadays, dun worrry she likes me doing it. bro came back frm england today , got sumore bonding to do.
Bought cool undies, futsal shoes, shirts and will do some more shopping this hols. Shopping is fuuuuuunnnn but only if u buy stuff that u knw will do u good in the future.
Too many more achievements to mention ( i think HAHA). now time for goals for the rest of the hols. Drive in 2 months time, finish the story book i bought for rm5 in giant , organise the stuff in my room, organise my clothes, and erm get enough entertainment for the whole of next year so i wont slack not even abit next year. lol as if. and erm.. i cant think right now been deprived of sleep. goodnight yawnz ive gt a football match tmrw!
Video of the day - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=arXMhMJbT0U
Song of the day - Save me(josh verdes)
Hope they'll make ur day wonderful homosapiens!
Tuesday, December 15, 2009
Thursday, December 10, 2009
How i started my holidays.
Well it started off pretty well after my last SPM paper. I was stripping (control yourself ladies) my way to the toilet to have a quick bath after reaching home. I thought that i had done pretty well in the last paper and that just added to the joy. The hard part that time was to decide which one of my many many post-spm plans should be done first.
Then there came that call from mum, ordering me to pack up all my stuff and be ready in 15 minutes. We were going to have a 3 days 2 nights stay at my grandfather's place. He had passed away the day before. She came home 45 minutes later, pretty much expected though.
On the way there, the initial joy had vanished and all i could think of was 'what a way to start my hols' .it was mostly tears there but none from me. I only lamented on how my knees were turning purple from all the kneeling. At time we had to kneel,bow, and get up and repeat the process for 30 minutes which seemed like forever.
My grandad and i hardly shared any fond memories. To me, he was always cold and fierce. But this morning when we were paying our last respects, a flashback struck me. It was my grandad putting his hand on my head while praising me for being a good boy. Now he is.. gone. My eyes turned warm and moist. Sadness was within me since then until now.
Right now, i dont have the holiday mood nomore. As if this break meant nothing at all. Its a mixture of feelings and i got lost between them. Therefore the blog is revived. ( lol it was dead after the first posts) to seek hope and to express my feelings. Hopefully things will be going up the curve from here.
I am sorry if i didnt show more love and affection to you, rest in peace, without worries, gong gong.
Then there came that call from mum, ordering me to pack up all my stuff and be ready in 15 minutes. We were going to have a 3 days 2 nights stay at my grandfather's place. He had passed away the day before. She came home 45 minutes later, pretty much expected though.
On the way there, the initial joy had vanished and all i could think of was 'what a way to start my hols' .it was mostly tears there but none from me. I only lamented on how my knees were turning purple from all the kneeling. At time we had to kneel,bow, and get up and repeat the process for 30 minutes which seemed like forever.
My grandad and i hardly shared any fond memories. To me, he was always cold and fierce. But this morning when we were paying our last respects, a flashback struck me. It was my grandad putting his hand on my head while praising me for being a good boy. Now he is.. gone. My eyes turned warm and moist. Sadness was within me since then until now.
Right now, i dont have the holiday mood nomore. As if this break meant nothing at all. Its a mixture of feelings and i got lost between them. Therefore the blog is revived. ( lol it was dead after the first posts) to seek hope and to express my feelings. Hopefully things will be going up the curve from here.
I am sorry if i didnt show more love and affection to you, rest in peace, without worries, gong gong.
Thursday, December 3, 2009
Oh and janying is forcing me to give credits to her for insipring me to start blogging. Thankyou janying ! For making me waste more of my life in front of a computer. HAHA jk . but seriously. i hate you LOL. no, thannkyou. like really, not.
in the hopes of extending me second post . allow me (wikipedia) to define blog.
A blog (a contraction of the term "web log")[1] is a type of website, usually maintained by an individual with regular entries of commentary, descriptions of events, or other material such as graphics or video. Entries are commonly displayed in reverse-chronological order. "Blog" can also be used as a verb, meaning to maintain or add content to a blog.
There you go! i know thats total randomness but isnt blogging all bout being random!? zzz
in the hopes of extending me second post . allow me (wikipedia) to define blog.
A blog (a contraction of the term "web log")[1] is a type of website, usually maintained by an individual with regular entries of commentary, descriptions of events, or other material such as graphics or video. Entries are commonly displayed in reverse-chronological order. "Blog" can also be used as a verb, meaning to maintain or add content to a blog.
There you go! i know thats total randomness but isnt blogging all bout being random!? zzz
My very own blog
Well, never imagined myself having my own blog. Always thought that blogging is kindda time wasting. Its like writting a diary, and then imploring for people to come and read it. But since now im a blogger myself, BLOGGING ROCKS WOOHOO. Whats with those people who dont blog? Selfish people who only keep their lives to themselves. Time to open up. Time to change, Digi. oh yeah baby there goes my first lameness.
thats it for now, going to go catch New Moon. or is it Twilight im not sure. what, im not a fan ok? Freaking vampires running around in a forest and end up playing baseball. lol no offence diehard vampire fans. what more, bella is not even pretty. And im more muscular than the the the whats his name jacob? lol ok that part is not true. ok enough hear it from me later aite. Live it the zzz way . what? =D
thats it for now, going to go catch New Moon. or is it Twilight im not sure. what, im not a fan ok? Freaking vampires running around in a forest and end up playing baseball. lol no offence diehard vampire fans. what more, bella is not even pretty. And im more muscular than the the the whats his name jacob? lol ok that part is not true. ok enough hear it from me later aite. Live it the zzz way . what? =D
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